I have been keeping it safe, just for my eyes and heart ever since. Until, my husband passed away, returned to our Creator, on 10th August 2019 ( 9th Zulhijjah 1441 ; Arafah). In hope that my sharing will benefit not just my husband' soul but others too.
Indeed, he is a beautiful soul which can’t be replaced with another.
May Allah protect his soul and grant him the highest Jannah. May Allah grant him eternal peace.
"When a person dies all his deeds come to an end except three : Sadaqah jariah, A righteous child who will pray for him, and beneficial knowledge."
Al fatihah.
Al Hafiz Syed Muhammad Danial Bin Habib Syed Shakir Jamalullail
Selawat Tafrijiyyah.
Yang bermaksud : "Ya Allah! Limpahkanlah rahmat yang sempurna dan berilah kesejahteraan yang sempurna kepada junjungan kita Nabi Muhammad SAW yang menjadi sebab terlepasnya sesuatu yang masih mengalami jalan buntu dan terbukanya kesempitan serta didatanginya semua hajat dan diperoleh semua pemberian serta Husnul Khatimah (sempurna akhir hayatnya) dan diturunkan siraman mendung hujan lantaran keagungan baginda. (Dan limpahkanlah rahmat dan salam) kepada keluarga baginda dan sahabat di dalam setiap kerlipan mata dan nafas dengan bilangan semua yang diketahui oleh-Mu, wahai Zat yang menguasai seluruh alam".
Ya Allah. Tuhan yang maha Esa, Tuhan pencipta segala kehidupan. Dari-mu aku dicipta dan diletakkan ke atas muka bumi ini, kepada-mu juga aku akan tetap kembali. Selawat dan salam ke atas kekasihmu Rasulullah, Muhammad S.A.W berserta kaum keluarga baginda, dan juga salam kepada sahabat-sahabat baginda dan ahli keluarga mereka.
Tidak aku meminta selain daripada engkau, Ya Ghaffar, yang Maha Pengampun, untuk mengampuni dosa-dosa ku, dosa-dosa kedua ibubapa ku, Syed Shakir bin Syed Azman dan Nik Anis binti Nik Zakaria, dosa-dosa ahli keluargaku, dosa-dosa cinta hatiku Qistina Ayu Rozhan binti Mohd Rozhan dan kaum keluarga beliau, dosa-dosa orang yang aku sayangi, dan juga dosa-dosa rakan sahabatku Ya Ghafuur. Sesungguhnya kami adalah hamba-hamba yang akan sentiasa mencari pengampunan daripada-mu, hanya satu-satunya Tuhan di alam semesta ini. Dan kami hanya meminta petunjuk dan pertolongan dari-mu Ya Allah, Ya Aliim.
Ya Allah, you are the most intelligent and the most thoughtful of planners. I believe you have planned a path for me here in this world. I seek guidance from only you, ease my path for me in accomplishing my mission that you have set for me here in this life. Provide me with the rizq, resources, good health, knowledge and wisdom I require throughout my journey. And I only seek refuge in you, my Haven, my sanctuary. Ya Rahman Ya Rahim Ya Wahhaab.
Ya Allah, I extend this doa to my beloved family and friends, especially to:
Nik Anis binti Nik Zakaria
Nik Zakaria bin Nik Mustapha
Nik Eshah binti Nik Ali
Syed Shakir bin Syed Azman
Syed Azman bin Syed Mohd
Norpisah binti Mohd Piah
Maimunah binti Nasri
Syed Murtadha bin Syed Azman
Aidaleena binti Said
Syarifah Yasmin bin Syed Shakir
Syarifah Amani binti Syed Shakir
Syed Mukhriz bin Syed Murtadha
Syarifah Syaza Izzah binti Syed Murtadha
Syed Mirsyad bin Syed Murtadha
Syed Misyraf bin Syed Murtadha
Adlina binti Ibrahim
Ayuni binti Ibrahim
Ahmad Azrai bin Ahmad Zahedi
Awatif binti Zaini
Ahmad Nidzamuddin bin Zaini
Ahmad Afiq bin Zaini
Ahmad Hafiz bin Zaini
Syed Luqman Hadi bin Syed Mohd Tahir
Syed Amri Hakim bin Syed Mohd Tahir
Syed Amirul Haziq bin Syed Mohd Tahir
Syed Mohd Tahir bin Syed Azman
Noorin binti Badaruddin
Nik Azni binti Nik Zakaria & Sombat
Nik Aiza binti Nik Zakaria
Zaini bin Samsuddin
Nik Amalina binti Nik Zakaria
Syaukani bin Othman
Syed Badrul Nizam bin Syed Azman & Sharifah Aishah
Syed Yusuf bin Syed Badrul Nizam
Sharifah Amelia binti Syed Badrul Nizam
Raja Najmuddin bin Raja Azmi & his family
Mohd Rizal bin Mohd Ramzan & his family
Ajmal Adil bin Jamal & his family
Mohd Hasnul Hazril bin Mohd Hisham & his family
Ahmad Faiz bin Ariffin & his family
Ahmad Zikri bin Jaafar & his family
Azahari Merican & his family
Al-Zawir bin Zafli & his family
Danial Fakhri & his family
Rafiq bin Rahmat & his family
Euvin Gan & his family
Amzar bin Abdullah & his family
Ahmad Khalis bin Khalid & his family
Ridhwan Hakim bin Razali & his family
Raja Yusuf Jamalullail & his family
Azmil Kamil bin Azahari & his family
Adam bin M. Rahim & his family
Mohd Faruq Hamshi bin Mohd Fatmi & his family
Hafiz bin Hisham & his family
Adlil Rizwan bin Mohd Nassir & his family
Ahmad Fakhri bin Hassin & his family
Wan M. Fahim bin Wan Rustam & his family
Muhafiz bin Roslan & his family
Haiqal bin Che Zulhikam & his family
Shahrul Amri bin Mat Shukri & his family
Ikram Alif bin Mansor & his family
Raja Syamir Ikram bin Raja Sharizan & his family
Shazizan bin Shahrani & his family
Shahrul Anwar bin Yuhainis & his family
Khairil Naim bin Hussaini & his family
Mohd Faizal bin Zulkifly & his family
Zaheen bin Zofer & his family
Naeem bin Nassir & his family
Mohd Audy bin Muaz & his family
Petah bin Abdul Rahman & his family
Ridhwan bin Rosli & his family
Khalis bin Johan & his family
Irfan bin Ilyas & his family
Jamal Arif bin Jamaluddin & his family
John Tan Chee Kong & his family
Jon Ooi Wei Jun & his family
Tharchana Raj & his family
Prakash Alagendram & his family
Juan Shang Hong & his family
Hema Raj & his family
Nik Aiman Hafiz & his family
Haziq Zikri Elias & his family
Abdul Fattah bin Damanhuri & his family
Mohd Firdaus bin Syed Ahmad & his family
Amzry bin Abdul Rahman & his family
Omar bin Othman & his family
Ahmad Faiz bin Azlan & his family
Tengku Omar Mokhtar bin Tengku Abdul Malek & his family
Ahmad bin Fikri & his family
Syed Aizat Jamalullail & his family
Mohd Ashraff bin Hassan & his family
Iqbal Shah bin Zaidi & his family
Asaraf Aboo Bakar & his family
Ling Yuen Cheng & his family
Richard Cheah & his family
Yee Peng & his family
Wai Meng Lai & his family
Chong Ker Pi & his family
Vinie Chong Pui Ling & her family
Cheah King Fui & his family
Caleb Lor & his family
Salam, Firdaus, Syafiq, Afiq, Omar Ruslani, Inamul Hassan and the whole tahfiz gang & their families
Eireen, Illya, Khairil, Khairi, Eqa, Shawn, Daniel, Liyana, and the whole SIK gang & their families
Place us in the right path, alongside people you love and protect always.
Ya Allah Ya Muhaimin, protect me from shaytaan, for I shall try my very best to deter myself from evil at all cost. Please protect my family and my loved ones too, as I wish to see them succeed in this life and in the akhirat. Ya Allah, You have the utmost power in providing protection. Protect us. Bless us. I pray that you also protect the roh of my late father, my late great grandmother opah nyang, my late grandfather, and other family members of mine that have passed. keep them away from suffering as far as you could and place them together with the people you love and protect always.
Ya Allah Ya Haliim yang maha Penyabar, shed a shred of your patience upon me, guide me in finding and acquiring my inner peace that has direct ties only to pleasing you. I strive to be a calmer, wiser, smarter, and in all aspects a better and more patient version of myself. To be more loving, accepting, caring, understanding and thoughtful to my most loved ones my family, especially my mother Nik Anis binti Nik Zakaria, my maksu Maimunah Binti Nasri, my sisters Syarifah Yasmin binti Syed Shakir and Syarifah Amani binti Syed Shakir. And also, in sha Allah, to be more loving, caring, thoughtful, to my future wife, Qistina Ayu Rozhan binti Mohd Rozhan and her family.
Ya Allah Ya Hafidz, you have once blessed me with the gift of memorising your holy words, Al-Quran. Help me in recovering those beautiful memories, your sacred words which you have sent as revelation to our beloved Muhammad, Rasulullah S.A.W. I will commit a part of my time to studying the Quran and hadith, and learning more about your religion, perfecting my practice, all in the objective of pleasing you, only you, my dear creator. The one and only.
I believe all other successes will follow through with enough hard work on my part, and ultimate faith in you. I will do my best. Akan ku-jadikan pekerjaan ku ibadah kepada-mu, dan hanya untuk mencapai keredhaan-mu Ya Allah. Oleh kerana itu, bimbing lah aku kepada pekerjaan yang terbaik bagi diriku, agamaku, dan kehidupanku.
Aamiin YRA
Semoga tenang di sana, Sayang.
