I've been pondering about the same thing for the past few days. I don't know whether I should even think about it. I'm just so confused with my own feelings. My heart and my mind never agrees with each other. I just feel like ranting it all here. Well some of it. 

Sometimes I wish that life is simple. Easy. But no, it's not. You're always learning throughout your lifetime. 

I feel like I'm such a hypocrite. Maybe I am? Well who isn't? No one in this world is perfect but we tend to criticize others, we tend to put other people more lower than us

Life is ironic, no?

I just feel out of place sometimes. I'm not really sure what I want. It's between yes and no. 

Honestly I'm scared. I really am. But then I want to take the chances. I do. But I'm just so terrified.

I'm confused.